Rainy Thursday :: The new start ::

The campus dialogue yesterday night was especially meaningful as I have finally met up with some of the IS freshies and hear them sharing their concerns. Their concerns were definitely valid and I truly understand as I've been through. 

I set out to help them out as much as I can. I'm actually worried I am too serious in my tone but I honestly hope to reach out and guide them as much as I can, lest they make the mistakes Ive made when i started SMU.

The Campus Dialogue yesterday was really meaningful. We studies on the lecture series on 'The Supremacy of the Law' Part 3, as a wrap up of the entire Lecture Series. We talked about how do we know what is strong faith. On the way sending Karen back, we talked about this topic again and suddenly I had lots of reflections.

Theres this fundemental darkness in everyone. For me, it is often falling into low life condition, doubting my efforts, looking down on myself and wallowing into self pity. It was not until Mingyue pointed this to me that I realise I must challenge to change this. I'm glad that I have been basing on faith to challenge this, making sure that I maintain in a higher ife condition and not drop to LLC so easily. 

Then we talked about NDP days, Karen and I have a fair share of difficulties, obstacles in this NDP Journey. I suffered quite abit of setbacks with my commitments, and alot of times, my comrades encouraged me to pick myself up again. I gave my all in this NDP and truly enjoyed every moment. It is just so important that I have to bring this spirit into my daily life as well. 

So many things to ponder about. Just like this time, I have to do my FYP differently due to the lessons learnt from the previous FYP. Also, the way I treat people and members have to change too. 

Just came across the quote that is so meaningful. 

"Every second is important, every efforts you make in every second constitutes to the mission of Kosen-rufu." - The New Human Revolution Vol. 6. 

Looking at the freshies now is as if looking at myself in the past. I had the same sort of worries, and manage them badly. I hope to help them to manage them better so that they wont make the same mistakes. 

Well, looking good, I'm positive and all set out to achieve my objectives everyday! Let's all live every moment to the fullest! =)